| 11:44p |
I am really happy and manic, not just content, today
I feel a bit sorry for everyone else who is going through tough times, and a bit guilty that I'm enjoying my good times, but in all honesty I'm just really manic and optimistic. Life could throw me a whole host of curve balls right now and I just wouldn't care because my life is awesome. My happy feet are really happy. Of course there are still little things that annoy me (well, rather large things like the fact that kids at youth work and their parents too one assumes are thick as pigshit and will never evolve and will always be racist sexist queerphobic wankers, and it's a shame but there's so many of them everywhere...meh) and Council jobs are full of disorganisation and asskissing generally. but I have enough freedom to do what I feel is good and useful and I like that. I like getting my little targets done, I get a gold star a couple times a day (theoretically, though I haven't ruled out the possibility of using those gold stars I bought a couple years ago when Yasmin mocked me by saying 'ooh gold star for you!' in reality) and I like feeling like I have valid input into projects where real things are done. |