FUCK!



Fucking thing crashed. I should be glad though to some extent. I shouldn't write when I've had that much caffeine and am sorta seeing my own life and thoughts as quite a cute little story that I'm pretty much detached from.

I need to get saving for Rebellion fest and LA in September, and I haven't even sorted out whether I'm getting a UK or US passport or both and how...I'm really bad at this, need to follow through with plans rather than watch myself for amusement. Assuming I do follow through with this, I have the feeling that I might not come back the same person on some level. It's weird.

But yes, play and youth work is all fine, I've really enjoyed doing these LGBT community interviews, I've been really infuriated by some of the topics people have brought up because I hurt for these people a lot and I just shove it under the carpet; the world is just fucked. I've learned a lot in the past couple months that I wish I hadn't been prompted to think about.

Finally for tonight, I've had too much caffeine.