I can't help but feel that for now at least...
my work here is done. I'm satisfied with the number of and stature of people who understand what my bugbear of the last 10 years is, who are doing better more constructive things about it than I would ever bother doing. I am fucking lazy and fucking complacent now, but at the same time a hell of a lot more content than I've ever been before in my life. I'm really proud to know some of these people and really impressed that people get it, really glad that I've been loud and been heard and that other people can and want to take things forward. In an almost arrogant way I'm glad I don't feel all that pressure to stay involved in what has sometimes been a martyr-ish way. QYN/TYN, GYUK and GSUK amongst other organisations have other people to say what I've been saying, so there's no point in me talking anymore, in person or online actually.

In other news, my mania has been fuelled by news of Rachel Stamp's first gig in over 5 years, Friday April 10th in Islington Academy, London. I meant to see them years ago but for various reasons never got round to it. Woop!