I have been talking and thinking a fair bit today
both at work and when I got back from playing badminton with some random guy rom Gumtree - which was fun. I'm pretty content, happy even, with work the past few weeks, and I hope it stays like that now for the foreseeable future. I'm enjoying being relaxed and carefree most of the time, and being enthusiastic not just for the children but for myself. I still don't know whether I want summer to hurry up or to not come at all. For the past few months when I'm in a good mood it's been quite a bit down to someone, and that's not really fair, when someone else has to pick up the pieces. I know it's not fair, and it does bother me, and I'm aware that it might bother you more than you let on, and I really do appreciate your understanding, sympathy and patience with me El.