Frustration is the buzzword of today
Day job is frustrating because when I'm told that something is my project and that I don't need to as permissions etc just need to do it, I'm told that after I've done what's been asked of me that someone else higher up the social food chain wants to change things here and there to things that I as the grassroots person really don't think is productive at this time of year. But what do I know huh? Stick all your strategies and area plans up your arse and don't waste my sodding time and hold me back while you tweak things that I had ready to roll! Jesus. I don't do this office bullshit, I haven't got the patience with adults that I have with kids.

Evening jobs are fine really, not at all what I expected 2 years ago but I've come to accept them for what they are. Basicaly means switch off from caring so much.

Naveen asked me to get a Skype headset so we could talk more, so I got one, and she didn't show up online at the time we'd agreed last night - rather annoyed me to be honest, but I'm glad I've managed to figure out how to do it with wires and installing and stuff now and not in a rush.

I'm glad El's deadlines have been and gone for this week, I have to be honest and admit that in a selfish way. Talking to a stresshead all the time isn't fun. I'll leave it at that.

I bought a pair of trainers off ebay and they're fakes, so I've had to get them verified as fakes by a sports shop manager and put in a paypal claim and hope that doesn't take months. meh.

I have a packed weekend of queerness, and plan on seeing Scarlet Soho tomorrow night as a break from queerness. I've been to the gym for the first time in over 2 months yesterday, have refereed 3 football games since my knee op, everything seems to be going OK with that, I just need to build the muscle up. Have been to the cinema quite a bit the past month, seen Tale of Despereaux, Yes Man, Role Models and Bedtime Stories. Really looking forward to Bolt coming out too! There's a hyperactive fat hamster in it, I love Disney Pixar!